Des Haban @ 18
(Credits to Tricia Buluran, Jam Maristela and Samantha Baetiong!)
It has been about two-three weeks since that 5-10 minute open forum about classroom issues that I have been unaware of. It still bugs me of how narrow-minded some of them are. It pains me whenever I remember how brutal their words were and how they fail to understand my side of the situation. I am greatly disappointed at my lack of guts to answer each and every one of their accusations and defend myself and the people hurt in the process.
There are times when I feel like some of them are abusing my kindness. It sucks that I let them abuse me like that. Others forget that I am not paid for what I do. Yes, I owe them service but I should not have to deal with work load that I am not supposed to carry. I wish I had enough guts to confront them that it’s their responsibility as a student to accomplish those tasks, not mine. I am not your personal To Do List. They ask of me to let themselves learn from their own mistakes yet they don’t even exercise the sensitivity and initiative to discipline their own selves.
They have the guts to complain yet they don’t even thank me for the extra services I do. Sucks for me.
The past few weeks have been rough on me. I regret not taking the chance to decline the nomination I got as the block president. I feel so frustrated with how they choose their words. Sometimes I feel like they’re forgetting that I’m a student too. I forget things. I make errors. I run out of money to sustain my load. I have bad internet connection. Everything feels so fkced up right now and I feel like ill feelings are brewing inside of me.
Sml for the kids of the Barangay Longos Malabon Day Care Center + Teacher Jam & Ma’am Pearly. :))) xx #Educators
It has been two weeks since I last logged in on Tumblr. So, just to summarize, the past two weeks have been a taste of hell.
Almost every day of these two weeks were spent doing various school works and group performance tasks. My body’s so messed up and this weekend (07/09-10/14) was the only one where I had actual sleep at hand. I had to:
- Make a curriculum for Robert in SPED7
- Prepare for FIL3 Performance Task
- Review for EdTech Summative Test
- Review for SPED3 Summative Test
- ASSURE Model for EdTech (Wherein I made instructional materials and gave a mini lecture to my sister)
- Design & fix my portfolioS
- Find BIR Form 1700
- Define terms given for ETAR
- Review for ETAR Summative Test
- Review for SPED4 Summative Test
- Review for PSY 1 Recitation
- Prepare Role Play for SPED3
TAPOS YUNG SCRIPT PA SA FIL3 KAY MA’AM GUALVEZ HUHUHUHU
It may not look as tiring as it seems but between a fully loaded schedule plus commuting from QC-Manlia everyday, it’s really becoming hard to manage. :(
Aside from these, since I’m also the block president, I have to attend to other matters involving the class.
I’m so tired and I couldn’t accept the fact that it has only been a month since this academic year started. I really abhor this new curriculum in our college. OBE is f*c*ing everything up.
Stressed »> Tres na lang I guess.
Minsan nahihirapan ako kapag may nakikita akong grammatical errors sa dashboard, newsfeed, or Instagram/Twitter feed ko.
I really have this urge to comment/tweet the corrent usage not to embarass them butto practice the correct usage. Ayaw ko na rin naman kasi na hinahayaang mali-mali yung pinopost ng mga tao at para matuto sila.
*But do pardon me if I commit some errors here, I really really make a lot of typo-errors kasi e.