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Catching up on Diary High school Thomasian Life
Word of the day.

Hypocrite.

The room is filled with laughter with a hint of hypocrisy. It’s just plain bullsh*t that they tell us to do one thing yet commit the actions themselves. You’re in authority, yes, but you are one hell of a hypocrite blockmate.

*6/27/14: Please do understand that this post is already months old. I’m just transferring this from my anonymous account since I will be deleting that.

Nonsense critique

She’s tired. She’s so sick of hearing you whine on and on about every little thing. You have too much “hate” issues in your system. You rant every single day even about the tiniest details.

"Anong trip niya at nagkulot? Ang pangit naman."

"Di naman mabubuhay sa kanya yan e."

"Ano ba yan may pangalan pa parang high school."

"Tignan mo si***. Muntanga *Snorts* "

(And the list goes on you see)

She’s had enough of your bullsh*t. She wants you to stop pinpointing other’s errors because from her point of view, you are nowhere close to perfectand so is everybody else.

She’s sick of it and she’s tired of pretending. She’ll fight back and defend what she thinks is right. You’ll see.

7/25/14

7/25/14

I’m feeling super sleepy today. I slept at like 2 AM last night this morning just to finish all my requirements for today.

  • SPED 7 Portfolio
  • EdTech Reflection
  • EdTech Essay
  • Field Study 1 Reflection
  • Psych readings for Recitation

It may not look a loot but it’s really hard to have time when I’m 1.5-2 hours away from UST. I got home at around 5 or 6 PM? I need to read 33 pages worth of data for a one-page reflection. I watched two videos for a reflection and hand-wrote it down. I really didn’t get to read about Psych but thank God I decided to read 2 pages yesterday.

I slept at around 2 and I woke up at 4. I didn’t even remember how I got home from the FX @ Munoz to Novaliches afterI rode the LRT with blockmates e. 1 minute I was still at the loading station and the next thing I knew I was already in Novaliches.

I went home. Changed clothes. Slept. I’ll probably wake up tomorrow na.

2SPED1 Elections

7/25/14

Our adviser is Ma’am Beltran and her course, SPED7, is our first course during MWF. We were probably the only secion in UST-Educ without officers since we were waiting for the COMELEC to come in and conduct the elections. Ma’am Beltran found out the the COMELEC wasn’t doing this anymore ata? I don’t remember the exact explanation but what happened was that we held the election on our own.

I was really rooting for my blockmate, Alexandra, kasi I feel that she has the drive and the skills to be our president. I also know that she’s responsible. :)

They nominated our last year’s PRO Jayce and Alexandra. I was already waiting for someone to close the table when Rassel stood up and said: “Lyanne po.” I was pretty sure my mind went blank and the shock was really visible on my face. I didn’t decline from the offer since I was pretty sure Alexandra/Jayce will win. I really didn’t talk that much in class.

What was mind blowing was a lot of hands went up when my name was called and I won. I won. It’s still really not sinking down and I’m not even expressing my thoughts here properly at the moment.

I can’t even continue this post. Everything is so surreal. Hayy. I’m really speechless after what happened.

7/23/14

7/23/14

I really really abhor the number of courses I have on my MWF schedule and the nights I spend working on assignments before them. Also, I’m pretty sure I’ll be a turtle because of the number of Portfolios that I have to bring plus my thick books and binders plus my packed lunch. :(

OBE + overloaded MWF + sleepless nights due to assignments SUXX bigtime! Hayy.

P.S. Why do we not have lockers in Educ? :(

07/22/14

2SPED2 was inside the room which we were going to use next. Aix, our friend and college vice president, stayed a bit and introduced their project.

It was a coin bank wherein we could donate any amount that we want. It’ll be used to help two Thomasians. One who is in need of financial assistance to pay his/her tuition fee and the other too buy him/her new school supplies and/or clothes, bags, and shoes.

I don’t know but I feel like I empathized more than my blockmates did. It’s probably because I know how it feels like at the other end of the stick. I know how it feels like to have difficulties enrolling and paying school fees or how we only had tomatoes to eat.

The amount of money in their was probably the biggest amount I have donated in my whole life that is really taken from my own allowance. Too bad I didn’t bring an extra hundred or two. I gave almost all of my spare money and left just enough for my fare on my way home.

I wish those two Thomasians will get enough (or maybe even more) help and be able to continue their studies in UST. I hope they make their dreams come true.

07/21/14

I was waiting for the buyer of my Eng1 book when I saw Mr. ECE.

Wait. I haven’t written about him, haven’t I?

Mr. ECE

You see, I am applying for San Martin Scholarship in UST since the tuition fee is really really pricey. :( Over the summer, about the latter part of may or the beginning of June, I was scheduled for my second interview at the Office of Student Affairs (OSA).

I didn’t expect that I will mostly be surrounded by Freshmen which made me feel awkward. (Yes, ako pa ang na-awkwardan) Also, I didn’t think that there will be students from other colleges as well.

I was about 8th in line, rough estimate. After my interview, I was told that I would be “strongly recommended” and that I head back to OSA for the next step. The girl next to me didn’t show up at OSA but the guy next to her did.

The announcements weren’t given immediately. We waited. We ended up conversing, with him as the initiator of the conversation.

He is a freshman. UST-Engineering. ECE. About to take his ID picture. Etc.

After almost an hour or more we were told that they will just text us for updates.

I never got his name. All I know is his degree program is ECE. Masarap siyang kausap e. It’s been so long since I’ve made new guy friends. It feels good.

At kanina ko lang siya nakita ulet. We made eye contact for about 10 seconds but I felt awkward & hesitant so I looked away without acknowledging his presence.

I hope to see him again.

07/21/14

Fil3 wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be. Today I saw a different side of Ma’am Gualvez. Gone was the Ma’am Gualvez that made me want to pee my pants. All I saw was the cool and fun Ma’am Gualvez but still with a hint of strictness.

The PowerPoint Slideshows are still too fast though.

P.S. I wish Ma’am Gualvez will always be this kwela & kalog! Hihi.

Happy birthday Twin! :* Miss you so much and hope to see you soon! :D Hope you enjoyed your day Kix! Lots of love! God bless. :> xx

Happy birthday Twin! :* Miss you so much and hope to see you soon! :D Hope you enjoyed your day Kix! Lots of love! God bless. :> xx

Pardon me for the super late post. I have just discovered that the Photo booth pictures were uploaded on Facebook.

Cray cray moments on ze first day of the Academic Year 2014-2015 with my Bangus Flurries. So much love for these people. 

Pardon me for the super late post. I have just discovered that the Photo booth pictures were uploaded on Facebook.

Cray cray moments on ze first day of the Academic Year 2014-2015 with my Bangus Flurries. So much love for these people. 

This keychain is so adorbs! So worth the $$$. Educ represent! :)

*Shoutout to Incy Wincy for making this keychain!

This keychain is so adorbs! So worth the $$$. Educ represent! :)

*Shoutout to Incy Wincy for making this keychain!

07/21/14

Grabe. I was so pissed off earlier this morning. I left my QC at around 5:20 AM and I got to school at 7: (F*kcng) 17 AM. Just in time to miss my first class which was one of my majors btw!

The traffic in Espanya was seriously unbearable for me. Cars were almost at a halt starting from Cordillera up until UST! </3

The best part? I got locked out of SPED 7 and I spent almost an entire hour alone and reading Retorika. Ughh. *Dies*

It’s okay if Ma’am marks me absent but I really don’t want to be deprived of the lesson. My parents didn’t pay 54K+++ for that. Stupid damn traffic, narrow roads, and reckless drivers!

Devastation

Devastation is slowly entering my veins as I see my prelim grades. I am so d*mn disappointed with myself. I knew I could’ve done a whole lot better but I failed big time. I have no one to blame but myself.It sucks.

  • THEOLOGY (55/90)
  • ENGLISH (51/75)
  • PGC (34/50)
  • SPED (37/50)

My grade in the preliminary examination in College Algebra is the only thing that I’m not ashamed of. 48/50 ain’t so bad right? If I were to be disappointed in this it would be because I didn’t get the highest in the class but that’s too much to ask and this grade is already FINE. :)

The rest of my scores so far are completely disappointing to the point that these bother me every now and then. What the fudge happened Yel? You aim to be a Dean’s Lister but your grades are as sh*tty as they could get.

I’m just praying that my quizzes and class standings can pull my computed preliminary grade higher than what I’m assuming it to be. I really really want to be a part of the Dean’s List. I’m praying for strength to resist procrastination and the wisdom to comprehend the lessons. :( This totally SUCKS!

It sucks knowing that you could have done things right but you didn’t and there is no way you could turn back time and re-do your mistakes.

*6/27/14: Please do understand that this post is already months old. I’m just transferring this from my anonymous account since I will be deleting that.

Uncensored

Yesterday has been one of the worst ones I’ve had in terms of my academics.

Our class was divided intro groups and were tasked to make presentations regarding the Sacrament assigned to each group. We had Baptism and of course we just HAD to be the first one to present.

I’ve dealt with a series of events that literally pissed me off. I have:

  • dealt with an irregular student who doesn’t show up for practices and meetings
  • (Still on the irregular student) She either has the worst acting skills in the world or she is just lazy as hell
  • All the work is divided between C and I! To think that we are like 6 in the group
  • Prof doesn’t give clear directions
  • (Still on the professor) He added this written output about 3 days before our performance!

We performed to the best of our abilities but all we got was negative feedback! The only positive feedback was that we have creativity. And even that one positive feedback has negative comments attached to it! It was plain bullsht! Serious bullsht.

  1. He kept on blabbing that we haven’t discussed issues concerning Baptism but hell he didn’t even mention where in the world will we find these damn issues! Bullsht.
  2. He said that we didn’t even provide a prayer! The leader for that day was our groupmate and she needed to change costumes! Bullsht.
  3. He said that we didn’t provide audience participation. They freaking participated in the seminar and the baptismal rite itself! Bullsht.
  4. He said it was too scripted! You did NOTspecify that you didn’t want that. Bullsht.
  5. He said that we didn’t even discuss about the emergency life and death baptism. WE HAVE DISCUSSED IT LIKE 3 FREAKING TIMES! One in the script and twice in the video clips. Bullsht. 
  6. He said that we have no direction. NO. JUST NO! SIR YOU’RE THE ONE WITHOUT CLEAR AND SPECIFIC DIRECTIONS. This is just plain old BULLSHIT.

*6/27/14: Please do understand that this post is already months old. I’m just transferring this from my anonymous account since I will be deleting that.

Lola: Manong! BAKA MABANGGA TAYO SA GINAGAWA MO!
Ako: -_____-Zzzzz -----> O_________O ----> O____O?? *Sa isip* Malayo naman lahat ng kotse samin. Di naman gumagalaw
Lola: Manong di ka dapat nag seselpon! Bawala yan di ba?! Mababangga tayo nyan e. -_-
Ako: -_____- ----> :) *Tulog na ulit*
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