it all breaks down
you were happy.
Thank you Lord for all the blessings. I pray for strength and guidance in order for me to balance everything and maintain my academic standing. Amen.
It has been about two-three weeks since that 5-10 minute open forum about classroom issues that I have been unaware of. It still bugs me of how narrow-minded some of them are. It pains me whenever I remember how brutal their words were and how they fail to understand my side of the situation. I am greatly disappointed at my lack of guts to answer each and every one of their accusations and defend myself and the people hurt in the process.
There are times when I feel like some of them are abusing my kindness. It sucks that I let them abuse me like that. Others forget that I am not paid for what I do. Yes, I owe them service but I should not have to deal with work load that I am not supposed to carry. I wish I had enough guts to confront them that it’s their responsibility as a student to accomplish those tasks, not mine. I am not your personal To Do List. They ask of me to let themselves learn from their own mistakes yet they don’t even exercise the sensitivity and initiative to discipline their own selves.
They have the guts to complain yet they don’t even thank me for the extra services I do. Sucks for me.
The past few weeks have been rough on me. I regret not taking the chance to decline the nomination I got as the block president. I feel so frustrated with how they choose their words. Sometimes I feel like they’re forgetting that I’m a student too. I forget things. I make errors. I run out of money to sustain my load. I have bad internet connection. Everything feels so fkced up right now and I feel like ill feelings are brewing inside of me.
Sml for the kids of the Barangay Longos Malabon Day Care Center + Teacher Jam & Ma’am Pearly. :))) xx #Educators